Still here..

Bas mali khelg I blog anymore. :p

Off with the old, on with the new

I love this post.

My life took a sudden turn and I’m on a new road now, with a new mission ahead of me.

A week ago I took a chance and said, what the heck, why not? Result: I got what I have been dreaming of.

Then Sub7an Allah Sub7an Allah things started to change and it all started to unravel and develop into an unbelievable story!

Bas nothing comes too easy like this. I have one big obstacle which is in the way o madree shlon ba7il il moshkila.

However, it’s worth it and I’m up for the challenge…

Ed3ooli, please :)

Better :)

EL salfa o ma feeha ina recently I was at the airport to drop family off o 7ashatni 7alat e7ba6.

It was such a depressing day and I was close to tears.

For 5 years my life has been restless and I’ve been travelling back and forth, from uni to kuwait. Mako estiqrar wela ra7at bal. Homesickness is such a nasty feeling. Allah la yableekom.

I was supposed to leave kuwait in august, but I just can’t. Mabi ahid liq8 ma sheba3t!

So I finally decided to stay and spend the whole of ramadan here too. Uni doesn’t start until eid. Fa il7amdellah.

I hate travelling.

Now I can live on the…

Even lower.

*sigh*

Update: feeling better now. It really helps when you talk with your parents.

Low

Just when you thought things were going well…

 

:(

 

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Private

 

Blog’s going private.

Who would like an invite?

Was it something I said?

I was in a jewellery shop yesterday, looking for something to wear for a wedding later on that night.

One thing I hate in any store, no matter what type of store it is, is having sales people suggesting things and choosing things for me to buy.

You disturb my thoughts and waste my time, nothing you choose matches what I want and I never believe what you say. Don’t come to me unless I need to ask you something. Period.

So I walked in, already knowing what I was looking for. I found it and asked the sales person to get it out for me.

It wasn’t as I expected so I walked around the store checking out other stuff.

He kept pulling out earrings, necklaces, bracelets. I instantly said No to all of his suggestions, lana 9ij wela wa7id yloog 3al badla.

He then asked me what the colour of my dress was. Ya3ni itha ana – the person who will wear the jewellery – ma 3ejabni shay, inta tabi itconvince me to buy what I already said no to?

I was the only person in the store at the time, by the way, so all the focus was on me. And when I shop, I shop in SILENCE, I talk to myself in my head :p He was trying to fill the silence ..

So I found a great pair of earrings, observed them for a while and imagined them with my dress..

Me (In my head): hmm, chena la2, ma yloog. Khalas, mo lazim ashteri shay min hnee, I will settle with the set I have at home

Him: Hatha se3ra XX KD.

Me (out loud): Ok. (they are quite exquisite)

Him: A7siblich eyah XX KD

Me (in my head): I’m not thinking about the price, I’m thinking of possible dress colours I can wear with them.

Him: You can wear these with this ring too (takes out a ring from the desplay)

Me (in my head): la la la t6ali3 shay ba3ad, mani sharya!

Me (out loud): La khalas, mabi ashteri shay.

..

He stopped.

He stared.

Then he laughed to himself.

He laughed ib 6areeqa ghareeba, it was as if he was thinking: laykoon 7asbalha ga3d atrajaha teshteri? Shfeeha hathi tsawi roo7ha mohima??

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Then I thought, was it wrong to say that? And no one told you to get all those things out!

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And that is one example of why I steer clear of sales people.

Back

El7amdellah.

Trip was good.

Made 3 new friends on the plane/airport.

Home is great.

Kuwait is great.

Time to relax, go to the gym, beach, get pampered, have funnnn.

Ana Jaikara..

..Apparently!

So I was walking with a friend today, doing a bit of window shopping, when we run into another girl we know.

Now this girl, I’m not close to, we are very distant friends, acquaintances.

She says hi to my friend first, air kisses, *shloooonichhh* *tamam wentay??* *walhana 3alaiiiich!! tha3fana!!*

She turns to me next, I give her a biiiiig smile. She looks at me and says:

*Elieruby il jaikara! HIII!*

Excuse me,.. what?

My smile froze, actually everything in me froze as she carried on gabbing about goodness knows what.

Shfeeha hathi? I totally did not expect that. No one’s really said that to me before. How rude.

I never really cared about how I look or how anyone else looks for that matter and most of the time I’m happy with everything, but she’s kind of bugging me now. :p

Everytime I see this, I CRY.

Everytime!!!

(Not the picture, the actual show :P)